Yikes, tomorrow I find out if I matched ANYWHERE and I am on pins and needles. I just know tomorrow at 11am when I check the website, it will take forever to pull up, and I'll be near throwing up with nervousness. Waiting is th worst. I don't even want to think about what life will be like for the next 3 days if I find out I don't match. It will be chaos. Tuesday I'll have to meet with the Dean, then all afternoon, I'll have to call all the programs individually, fax them my CV, interview on the phone, and pray somebody picks me up. With my luck, I'll end up in some far corner of the world, perhaps in some hurricane destroyed Hell. So for today, I'll just hope I matched. Why borrow trouble?

My weekend was pretty low key. I had to work Friday night setting up the anesthesia carts at my school's hospital. Saturday, my boyfriend and I hung out. We were supposed to go to Macaroni Grill for dinner with friends, then go kareoke at some bar but all that changed because our friend's best friend's toddler was hospitalized with RSV and she wanted to be with her, and I came down with some mysterious GI complaint that kept me in bed a couple of hours. I love Macaroni Grill, too. So sad. After I felt better, my boyfriend and I drove out to our favorite Sonic at the far edge of town and ate chicken sandwiches and looked out at the dark prairie and talked. I love times like those. It was so quiet and perfect.

Not much going on today. I skipped church and slept in. I just got finished walking 3 miles and later we'll go have an early dinner. My 2 week vacation is officially over.